#4 Faith(ful)

17 Apr
03.365 (02.08.2009) Faith

03.365 (02.08.2009) Faith (Photo credit: hannahclark)

‘I will never cheat on you – I never want to and never will…

And I KNOW that’

I liked this one, cheating, infidelity…trust is very important to me – and he knows this. He also knows that he’s broken my trust BIG TIME so I’m assuming this is his way of reassuring me that at least one part of our vows to each other are still valid.

I realise that this is like someone saying ‘everything I say is a lie…but trust me’… its just not going to happen that easily; but really I don’t have much choice in the matter, all I can do is hope that he means it.

I have asked him to tell me these things, these honest, genuine, good things and I have told him they can be as big or as little as he wants. He has chosen something big today…by himself with no pressure from me so I’m taking it as it is.

I have been asked before how I know he wouldn’t cheat when really he’s already had an affair with porn and I suppose you could say that’s true; he has, but I honestly believe the line is drawn there. Besides, thinking about it logically why WOULD he cheat? He wouldn’t get anything out of it either physically OR emotionally…so what would be the point?



Posted by on April 17, 2013 in Honestly...


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7 responses to “#4 Faith(ful)

  1. beetleypete

    April 17, 2013 at 12:03 pm

    It does seem that progress is being made. I have long had my doubts about therapy, and therapists. It is refreshing to see that you are both actually getting somewhere by using them, and I obviously only want the best outcome for you, B.
    As ever, Pete, X

  2. WyndyDee

    April 17, 2013 at 12:39 pm

    Reblogged this on Wyndy Dee and commented:
    Happy thoughts, trust and love yourself and keep taking it one day at a time. 🙂

  3. Fat Bottom Girl

    April 17, 2013 at 1:42 pm

    NEVER. .. how I hate that word!! I wish people wouldn’t use that word, because it’s like making a promise. Don’t get me wrong, I am not saying that he is being dishonest, I am just saying the “never” is a mighty long time to tell anyone you’re not going to do something. In his case, I think it’s very true that he would garner no satisfaction from an affair with another woman.

    • Comfortably Numb

      April 17, 2013 at 7:59 pm

      Youre right but personally im alright with that promise xB

  4. behindthemaskofabuse

    April 17, 2013 at 9:03 pm

    hugs xo


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